Hey there guys!

Okay, so the new blog is up and running.
If you are not already following it, which I don't think you are since I'm pretty sure I don't have any followers.
But it's

http://onlyinciarasworld.blogspot.com

To those of you who follow?

I'm only gonna be using this one for poems or songs I've written..

Please follow my other one,
I'll post the link later.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

IF it matters

Sorry again.
I forget about things.
I get so busy.
I won't leave you in the dark again.
I have a smart phone.
So I'll get the app, just so I can post everyday.

Life sucks lately,
that's all you need to know anyways.

Your love

Your love is all I need,
all I want.
I'm tired of this world,
cutting me short.
If I lose you,
I lose it all.
I doubt you believe me,
but baby I'll fall.

Life

Sometimes life is hard,
can't seem to play the right card.
Love gets lost and is never found-
sometimes keeps you forever bound.
There's a reason,
behind every season.
Live it up no matter what,
'cause I'd rather have you than to not.

Hm.

I'm trying to be happy,
for you.
Like I normally,
do.
I'm breaking,
shattering,
Everything I do,
reminds me of you.
Even though you're no longer mine,
I can't give up,
it doesn't cross my mind.
I don't know,
what to do.
There's no getting,
over you.
You're the love
of my life.
Without you,
I'll die.
All of this,
kills me inside.

Heart Broken

After all that we been through, I lost him.
The one guy I loved with all my heart.
He picked her over me,
just to see if it'll work out between them.
He said he loves me.
He said that he always will.
It's just that he needed to make sure I was the one.
He said that he can't completely lose me.
He wants to be in my life.
I told him that I'm happy for him,
even if it's not with me,
cause that's all I want.
For him to be happy,
even if it's not me.
I told him I'll be here,
if he ever needs me.
I told him that I'll always love him,
and that I'll wait for him.
He said I don't know why,
you'd want me back after all I've done.
I said cause that's what you do,
when you love someone,
you forgive them.
I just can't believe I lost him. :,(

It's tearing me apart.
I tried to kill myself.
I just couldn't do it.
Cause I knew he wouldn't want me to.
Not that I had an important softball tryout the next day,
not that I have good friends,
and grades.
But I thought of him.
He kept me from it.
It's ripping me to shreds,
and what's sad..
he still makes me happy..

Trying

She's trying so hard
to be happy.
For herself,
for him,
for them..

She's fighting back death,
miserabally.
She's staying strong,
barely.
She's crying,
she's trying,
but she's slowly dying.

She doesn't know,
how much longer she can go.
Her smile is fading,
her hope is wading.
Lips and hands quivering.

Her hope died..
While her eyes cried..

Cree

Hear my cree,
listen to me,
I'm not the person-
I seem to be.

Look in my eyes,
Don't say goodbye,
learn the truth-
behind the lies.

Read my lips,
release the whips,
feel the cold steel,
see the blood drips.

I scream and shout,
without a doubt,
no one can hear me,
no one's about.

I wish

Somedays I wish
I knew what you knew
thought what you think
dreamed what you dream
But I don't.

I wish I knew
why you loved me so
don't get me wrong,
I'm so glad you do
But I don't understand,
what makes me so great.
What makes me worth,
giving everything up for?

What goes on..

I wish you could see,
through my eyes
so that you can realize
what I say, isn't lies.

I wish you could hear,
what I really have to say
every single day
so you wouldn't pay

I wish you could feel
what I feel about you,
then you'd know too
that it's all the truth.

I Repent

Oh God, I’m down on my knees.
I’m begging please,
guide my way,
let me know the words to say.
Help me see,
the person you want me to be.
Make me feel your love,
The kind that’s only from above.
I’m so weak,
you’re all that I seek.
Help me know you’re there,
make all of this easier to bear.
I’m giving you all of me,
you’re all that I see.
I’ve been dealing with strife,
all of my life,
by myself,
and with no help.
When all I had to do was listen,
you’re what I’ve been missin’.
Please forgive me,
I’m down on my knees.
I repent,
for this life- not well spent.