Sunday, January 2, 2011

Just some poems. :)

These are some more of my poetry. Some happy some sad. It happens.



The Pain was written in a class one time. We were talking about drugs and how they can kill you. I just happened to think about it and I wrote a poem.. Enjoy. :)

The Pain
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My body, it aches.
My head, it hurts.
Oh god, ease the pain.
Stop it!
Kill it!
Please!
I can't think straight.
I can't see now.
Everything is black.
The world is spinning.
And I know there's no going back...

Now you'll Know was kinda my Karma poem written to an ex who cheated on me. Karma is a B**** my friend. :)

Now You'll Know
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I didn't even get to see your face.
One last time.
When you did it.
When you broke my heart.

I don't know what hurts more...
The fact that you couldn't face me
after 7 long months!
Or the fact u were planning on it for weeks.

Did you ever really love me?
Or do you still?
Either way I'm not letting u back in.
And I never will.

If you told me today,
that you still cared.
I would say whatever.
You left me for HER. Remember?

And when she does,
the same thing to you.
I'm gonna feel sorry
cause know you'll know how I feel.

Nobody is my way of telling those who think they are all that they aren't, and that Karma will get them and they'll become the Nobody. :)

Nobody
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In your eyes I'm a nobody.
You don't care if I hurt.
You don't care if I'm lost.
You wouldn't help.
Even after all I do for you.

In your eyes I'm weird.
You don't care that's me.
You don't care that I'm creative.
You won't even see.
That underneath it all I'm still me.

In your eyes I'm crazy.
You don't care I have A.D.D.
You don't care I'm impatient.
You just say stuff about me.
Like I'm not even there.

In your eyes I'm just a No One.
You don't care I'm shy.
You don't care I have feelings too.
You just turn away.
And act like it was just the wind.

In MY eyes I'm a Somebody.
I might be a nobody to you.
I might be a nobody to the world.
But when this nobody becomes a somebody.
You'll be rushing to my door,
and You know what I'll say?
"I'm sorry, do I know you?"

This is a poem about being broken up with.. again. Most of mine are about that. It's just my way of catching them in the act of not actually loving. :)

So That's How It Is...
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I thought you loved me.
I thought you cared.
I thought your words were sincere.
If what you said is true.
I guess we're finally through.

You don't love me anymore.
Did you get bored?
I didn't excite you; Is that it?
I loved you, you know?
I still do though.

I should hate you so much.
But the tears gush.
I should want to kill you.
But I don't; You know why?
Cause you're all I think about at night.

I don't even understand it.
I don't know why.
But that's how it is in my life.
I shouldn't care.
But there goes a tear.

I want to be happy.
Not sad or mad.
I want to be me again.
With or without you, I guess.
So let me put it to the test.

Butterflies is just a random poem I wrote. :)

Butterflies!
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A butterfly is like a kid.
THey are raised in a small cacoon.
This is where they learn and grow.
But one day as they get older.
They find they wanna leave,
their protection and home.
And their parents learn
they have to let them go
and spread their wings and fly.

This is a free verse poem about me. :)

Me.
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Me.
That's who I am.
Me.
No one else.
Me.
Crazy yet civilized.
Me.
Mature yet immature.
Me.
Good Girl.
Me.
Teacher's pet.
Me.
Athletic.
Me.
Smart.
Me.
Loving and caring.
Me.
Trusting and loyal.
Me.
Cute.
Me.
Compassionate.
Me.
Happy.
Me.
Single.
Me.
Just plain ol' me.
Me.

September 11 was written about obviously September 11th. The day the world stopped turning. I wrote it in a single class period. Hope you like it. :)

September 11
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The day was filled with sorrow
For some there would be no tomorrow
That dreadful day
Why couldn’t we say
Leave us alone
In a brave tone

The planes hit the towers
At their graves we leave flowers
The towers started to burn
And their heads started to turn
Then they fell
This would be a story to tell

Then as the sun went down
So did the towers in this town
No one could sleep
All they could do was weep
Those brave men who gave their life
The lost their kids and their wife

The day was September 11th
It was a normal day on the 10th
Everything was fine
Everyone was fine
The next day
I’m sorry to say

Was not fine
Nothing was fine
Even though it happened in New York City
It affected everyone’s city
Do you remember this day
I think everyone should remember this day

Do not forget
The day the fire lit
The skies with so much emotion
That kept us in motion
That day is unforgettable
Now remember that as you sit at your table

While you are safe at home
Someone didn’t make it to their home
Because of the evil men
Who took the lives of innocent men and women
I will not forget
WILL YOU??????


Fall was written about me crushing on my best friend(Raven). But I didn't know whether or not to trust him, because I had so recently been broken up with. I eventually did and was hurt.. But that's life. :)

Fall
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FALL.
FALL.
That's all my heart is saying.
It says your worth it.
You won't lie.
Or cheat.
That you'll catch me.
I've been hurt.
So recently.
I don't want to be again.
I don't want to lose a friend.
Like I did last time.
But what to do.
My heart isn't the only one saying it.
My friends.
Family.
Heck, even ppl I don't know.
But I still don't know.
Should I?
Can I?
I don't know.
Am I strong enough?
Have I healed well enough?
Or will it just make it worse?

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