My heart is with you..

My heart is with you

Why?
Why did you do that to me?
You broke my heart with a text.
Not even to my face.
Not after you made my heart race.
A rude way to do that.
My heart will never be the same.
I trusted you.
And what'd you do?
With all my heart,
you tore it apart!
Too bad it's with you,
it followed you.
I thought you loved me,
what happened there?
That you decided I could take this tear.
I thought you were different.
I thought you weren't like other guys.
I LOVED YOU.
Unfortunately I still do.
I knew I should've been afraid of losing you.
Now look!
I'm all alone.
I lost my best friend,
till the end.
One of the only people
I could talk to.
When I didn't know what to do.
I've cried and cried.
Slowly died.
I've cried myself to sleep.
All I could do was weap.
All for you!
I think I'm out of tears.
Can't sleep because of fears.
I haven't laughed or made a joke.
I've wanted to croak.
Everyone tries to help.
I laugh in sad attempt.
But it doesn't work.
I just want you to know,
If you ever decide your feelings want to show.
I still love you.
I may not trust you.
But maybe just maybe you'll get it back.
and we'll be back on track.
I don't know yet,
if my heart will let.
Was it something I did?
I want to know.
Will it show?
Do I still cross your mind?
Or am I not there?
How about your heart?
Am I still a part?
Do you even care that you hurt me?
Do you care that I miss you,
that I love you?
I thought I was your baby?
I thought you wouldn't hurt me?
You lied.
You defied.
I believed it.
Even with all my wit.
Stupid, stupid girl.
like always.
All my days.
I hope you're happy.
I hope you can never forget me.
Cause you're gone.
and I'm done.

PS:
Take care of my heart.
Its with you,
ever since you tore it apart.
Btw: it still loves you.