What an awful start

I have had an awful start to 2011.
Terrible really. I was hoping it would've been better than last year, considering that last year i had knee surgery New Year's Eve. It wasn't.

First,
My sister-in-law's brother died at 1/1/11 at 1 AM. He was a good christian man who was always involved in a battle with cancer; that he finally lost. At least he is in the arms of the lord now, and that's okay.

Second,
Eddie and I got into a fight. It's okay now, we're perfectly fine. It wasn't anything major, but still didn't help my new year.

Third,
My sister, a brutal diabetic, her bloodsugar has been fluctuating all day. It's not good; for anyone. If it drops too low she could die, if it gets too high same threat. So it's my job to watch her.. which brings me to number four.

Fourth,
I can't sleep. Maybe it's all the bad things that has ruined the start of my year or maybe it's just something wrong with me. Could be that considering I hardly ever sleep at night, and if I do I wake up in the middle of the night. Maybe I'm nocturnal, it can happen right? Whatever the case.. I can't sleep.

As for my resolution this year it is:
1) Have fun.
2) Not too much fun as to where I'll get in trouble.
3) Make better grades (especially in math)
4) Blog. I really like it, it helps me express things i don't really like to get out in the public. I am what you would say a bottler when it comes to things.
5) Improve on nothing in specific, but there is always room for it.

So I'm out, maybe I'll sleep maybe I won't.
Love,
Ciara :)

PS:
Dear 2010,
you have been hard yet easy,
sweet yet sour,
nice yet mean,
full of love yet full of hate.
I will miss you.
You were a great year, and i appreciate that.
Love,
Ciara. :)

PSS: Thanks for bringing Eddie along with you :) He's great!